I'm a lousy heart lost in a fucking ocean. I'm your imaginary friend lost in your mind

The End of Nothing.

2008-11-04T01:23:00.000-08:00

Thank You.

people around me can't be trusted but I live. Don't care of this shame.

2008-09-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I sit there
In the middle of nowhere
And think. I think of me, I think of them.
But now my memories are shaken enough
And I wonder. I wonder myself, you should do it yourself.

Then I pick up a flower
And i count the number of petals
YOU love ME,
a bit
a lot
passionately
madly
not at all.

One day i'll sit under this famous tree
I've been told there was something magical about this.
And I will sing playing guitar
Then the melody will make me fly
as high as birds in the sky

But I will sure pick up a flower
I will count its petals and then..
YOU love ME,
a bit
a lot
passionately
madly
not at all.

Whatever I will sing and fly
So high somewhere in the sky
Escorted by my own melody
It is pretty.

Whatever I will live in the sky
Walking with the sun
And at night
i'll become a petal

I love YOU,
a bit
a lot
passionately
madly
not at all.

Fancyland shot in your eyes.

2008-08-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

A few days ago I looked through the window
It was raining
and i dreamt of going to the desert
and walking on the sand
Being solitary in the infinity

I don't hold the world i don't even hold the words
These flowers grow up in my head and sing me to sleep
It's unreal, unreal and magical. It is...

Dance, dance if you grant me a slow
Swing, swing me over the rainbow
Laugh and smile at me..
This is your turn so blow my mind
Attack me with your shooting star

Now i look at through the window
It is sunny
and i dream of going to a raining place
and dancing in the raindrops
Being crazy in my own stupidity

I'd like to fly over the world i can't explain it with words
This dream is chiming in my head and singing me to sleep
It's unreal, unreal and magical. It is...

Dance, dance if you grant me a slow
Swing, swing me over the rainbow
Laugh and smile at me..
This is your turn so blow my mind
Attack me with your shooting star

It's fair and unfair at the same time
It's what you think that's what you deserve
A wordly fairytale because we live.

Dance, dance if you grant me a slow
Swing, swing me over the rainbow
Laugh and smile at me..
This is your turn so blow my mind
Attack me with your shooting star

what do you guess Baby? Let me know about it...

2008-07-31T09:36:00.001-07:00

She's driving you crazy
and you know the complications
it's an evidence, it's an evidence

You stick all her photos on the wall
she looks pretty, doesn't she ?
You think of her in every hours
And every seconds of the time
Now baby you want a second kiss
One more kiss an other time

She's driving you crazy
and you know the complications
it's an evidence, it's an evidence

It's closed to midnight in the dark
it's opened to her at anytime
The night clubs ended up their stories
You've just made up your company
You think of her in every hours
And every seconds of the time

She's driving you crazy
And you know the complications
It's an evidence, it's an evidence

She's the world where you're from
She's the girl that you want
She's the dream that you desire

Now baby you want a second kiss
One more kiss an other time

She's the world where you're from
She's the girl that ou want
She's the kiss for your mouth

She's driving you crazy
And you know the complications
It's an evidence, it's an evidence

This goodbye will never last.

2008-07-16T15:26:00.000-07:00

V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N

Before, After and Forever.

2008-07-14T07:13:00.002-07:00

If Love is a game i decided to cheat
If love is a game then i will win at it
and people will be as addicted as a poker player
It isn't only in their head
It is first in their heart

If love is a fight so I will ascend my own army
If love is a fight, i will win the battle
and it will be as bloody as 'the abduction of the Sabines'
If this is the price to pay

It's time to love.
To make the world more magical
By reversing a powder realistic
to delete the crush on the powerless
they'll only be powerless to love.

If love is a joke i decided to be the laugh
If love is a joke then i will be the most fun
to become a mad-laughter dictated by the silent
and heard by the deaf

I'm living in this earth
First i live in my heart
i see you, you see me
i need you, you need me

It's time to love.
To make the world more magical
By reversing a powder realistic
to delete the crush on the powerless
they'll only be powerless to love.

Since Love is global i will translate it in every languages
Speaking with the mouth and responding with the body
Babe it's sweet and honey and it's forever and ever

Since Love is in the sky i will go to there
Since Love is in the sky so i will catch the stars
and hooking them up with their eyes

It's time to love.
To make the world more magical
By reversing a powder realistic
to delete the crush on the powerless
they'll only be powerless to love.

God! Love is bigger than the biggest ruby red of the world
And that's totally why My Dear Lover,
A ruby red wouldn't be enough to proove me your love.

What the fuck about who I am ?! Do you at least know yourself who you are ?

2008-07-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

I'm such a paranoid.
A definite sentence from such a crazy mouth
And i become totally crazy.
So much crazy, such a crazy one
It's hilarious but i am.

There isn't only a traffic in the sky
The biggest one is in my head
There's such a traffic in my minds
Longer than the trafic at the Madison Avenue
I can't stop it but i try
poor crazy head.

Are the eyes looking at me ?
Are these fingers showing me?
Are these words about me ?
Is the clock turnig for me?
Is this crazy world living for me ?

There isn't only a show on MTV
The loudest one is in my head
There's such a noise in my minds
Louder than a heavy metal concert at the Helfest Festival
I can't stop it but i try
poor crazy head

Will they kiss me or kill me ?
are they joking ?
I'm not kidding
Will they crawl into my bed at night ?
It's hilarious but will they ?

I can see the riot.
Can they see me smiling ?
I'm playing a heavy metal concert at the Madison Avenue
I've got my own riot
We're playing, we're laughing at them.

I'm such a paranoid.
A definite sentence from such a crazy mouth
And i become totally crazy.
So much crazy, such a crazy one
It's hilarious but i am.

When i look at the sky i'd like to be one of the stars.When i look at the sky i'd like to go to 2 stars right with Peter Pan. "If only he could exist"

2008-07-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

I admit not to be an example
Must i really be blamed for that ?
Nobody is in this world
I am like everybody : you can only blame me for this
I am the problem and its victim
We're all the problems and the victims

Underneath all the smiles you can see
The misery is there and will be
We've all got the keys to end it
We must be the change to draw a smile in everybody

I want to go to the other side of the moon
to breath a new oxygen
with some new eyes to light my dreams
in this heart only shine the misery
I want to go the other side of the moon
to feed my hopes
with a new mouth to sing some lullabies
in this earth only escapes my bravery

I admit not to be a perfect girl
Must I really be blamed for that ?
No girl is in this world
I am like every girls : you can only blame me for this
I am the human and its victims
We're all the human and its victims

you know that after spring summer comes
as much as you know that a dream is never away from
you must keep in hope this happyness
Oh Darling, say goodbye to the lonelyness

I want to go to the other side of the moon
to breath a new oxygen
with some new eyes to light my dreams
in this heart only shine the misery
I want to go the other side of the moon
to feed my hopes
with a new mouth to sing some lullabies
in this earth only escapes my bravery

This moon is turning
but i'll stay in the hidden side
This is my secret
so don't repeat it

I want to go to the other side of the moon
to breath a new oxygen
with some new eyes to light my dreams
in this heart only shine the misery
I want to go the other side of the moon
to feed my hopes
with a new mouth to sing some lullabies
in this earth only escapes my bravery

I'm not in the room where people speak. Silence is their friend, noise their enemie.

2008-06-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Oh this is the place where i've been
My memories are coming back to me
I'm so serious, i can't lie, i have lived
It's so serious you don't even imagine

So let me guess the futur in your crystal ball
The past is done and gone away
I want to know and get away

The diaporama is playing
I can't stop the pictures (that) are runing
This is an odd movie
The movie of my life playing
again and again
and again and again

Oh this is the place where i am
Where my memories are creating
I'm so serious, i can't lie, i'm living
It's so serious you don't even imagine

So let me guess the futur in your crystal ball
The past is done and gone away
I want to know and get away

The diaporama is playing
I can't stop the pictures (that) are runing
This is an odd movie
The movie of my life playing
again and again
and again and again

No stop, No pause
Shut up and push the play
Take the pop-corn and watch away.

Oh this is the place where i'll go
Where my memories will be created
I'm so serious, i can't lie, i will live
It's so serious you don't even imagine

So let me compare what's in your crystal ball
The past is done and gone away
So let me know and go away

The "coincidence" between Pain and Pills of Ativan.

2008-06-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

This was his alibi : she didn't give him love enough
So her words were cruel but real
These words touched him so much...

Now he can only guess red and blue lights
Direction to the emergency
She was cruel but real
Emergency is freaky but real
Isn't it paradoxical, isn't it paradoxical,
Isn't ?

The tension in him is big
But the beating of his heart are slows
paradoxical, paradoxical, isn't it ?

"We need to operate him now!"
He hasn't finished his own operation.
He thought he was the only one to act with death
He though it was the good moment to experiment death

But she was there next to him.
Crying, Crying
Who knew that'd be happening ?
Who knows what'll be happening ?

Think, react and act.
But not in this miserable way.
Think, react and act
Do it slowly anyway.

She took his hand with difficulty
He closed his eyes to the reality
He won't know anymore what this could mean
Now his heart is congealed, now his body is stoical
She is crying, she is doing it very much
so much

A river of pain, of some misery
Last memories of his reality
He will never know what this could mean

"Haleluja, Haleluja"
meant his face to the hospital

"Halleluja, Halleluja"
Told his face to the rest of the world

Halleluja, Halleluja
If only he knew what he could miss in this earth.

Halleluja, Halleluja
What are humans supposed to do in front of a broken heart ?
in front of a miserable destiny ?
In front of not any dignity ?
-Halleluja.

"Just because i'm loosing, does it mean i am lost ?" PS : I hate You.

2008-06-24T15:25:00.000-07:00

It's a cold night
and i'm alone in this town
In a street i can't name
With my eyes on this letter
to guide my tears, to feed my fears.

It's a cold night
And the town is asleep
Only drinkers are awake
I whish they could pay me a drink
to kill the pain, to feed the blame

This letter sounds like a premeditated crime,
like an offender dimes from some criminal minds
This letter sounds like a trigger pulled
like a mortal bullet from a chemical weapon

It was a cold night
and all i remember
are the murderers words
I wish i could understand the game
to kill the rancour, to be the winner

It was a very cold night
i used to be in this town
with a vodka next to me.

It was a very cold night
i used to be in this street
the 'street of the Misery'

This letter sounds like a premeditated crime,
like an offender dimes from some criminal minds
This letter sounds like a trigger pulled
like a mortal bullet from a chemical weapon

But i'm wondering why ?
Why did you leave me alone in this street at midnight
with this fucking letter provided and the cold to survive ?
I'm just wondering why, it was a crime.
I was your kill.

This letter sounds like a premeditated crime,
like an offender dimes from some criminal minds
This letter sounds like a trigger pulled
like a mortal bullet from a chemical weapon

PS : I hate You.

It was 7am but i didn't hear any bells i should change my radio station.

2008-06-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

It's a serie, a movie
We are the intrigue for the best and the worst
We need to know if it's a tragedy or a comedy
Is it the best or the worst ?

Science can't prove it,
but we are filming and filmed
Science can't change it
but we're the stereotypes

the conditions of contract was made for us
the archetypes used to live for our lives
We're the the intrigue and intrigued
We're the film and filmed

There's a serie, a movie
We are Love and Hate
But we need to know if it's a tragedy or a comedy
Is it Love? Is it Hate ?

Science will prove it
Cause we've got blood in our veins
Science won't change it
That we've got heart and brain.

The conditions of contract was made for us
The archetypes used to live for our lives
We are the hated haters
We are the unpopular lovers... of a so pupular love

There is no adored adorable
Crush your prejudice, crush it now
turn on the tv, turn on the tv
and admire.

The conditions of contract was made for us
The archetypes used to live for our lives
We are your eternally charachter
We dont write the script... but we survive

I guess we'v all got the keys but are too blind to see.

2008-06-22T12:27:00.000-07:00

I notice their strange reaction
It's like a movement
but i can't move.

It's not that easy
to go back to our dreams when we're awake
It's not that easy
to go back to the places and wait
no it isn't that easy when we live in the reality

I notice their extreme shouting
It's a demonstration
I can't move.

I hope there's way to find
I hope there are solutions inside

I notice their big anxiety
It's a real depression
I still can't move.

It's not that easy
to go back to our dreams when we're awake
It's not that easy
to go back to the places and wait
no it isn't that easy when we live in the reality

I notice the anger in their eyes
It's a revolution
But i can't move

I hope there's way to find
I hope there are solutions inside

It's not that easy
to go back to our dreams when we're awake
It's not that easy
to go back to the places and wait
no it isn't that easy when we live in the reality

Feeling as empty as the bottle of Vodka next to me.

2008-06-18T11:41:00.000-07:00

I don't like what you say to me
I hate what you do of me
Yours lies are populars for me
Give me more, I need more

I need to feel your skin
I want to hear your fantastic words
And i really aim to feel your heart beating again
again...

I always talk about me
But there isn't any me without you

If you have a book with solutions
Send it to my face
If you kiss me with ambitions
Do it with some grace

By ourslef we can change that
we can change us
we can even change the world

Things always have a link with me
My things always move for you

Late night, i can hardly breath
you aren't laid next to me
Late night, i'd like to get wings
to join you in your bed
That'd please me

I always talk about me
But there isn't any me without you

It's the 31st May and tomorow it's my birthday wow, that's driviing me so nostalgic. who knows why..

2008-05-31T01:48:00.000-07:00

When you look at some of your photos
You sometimes see strangers' faces on it
and then..
you wonder in how many strangers' photos you are
With which face, and in which place
Different memories.

When you look at the sky
You sometimes see traces of planes
with their buddies, with their souls,
with their happyness and their maladies
with their glorious things and their miseries
Different destinies.

Keep your eyes closed
And imagine..
Imagine what would be the world without them
without all these unmeaning things that lead you
somewhere new...
Keep your heart beating
And imagine
Imagine what would be the world today without them
or even without you.
Imagine if your focus would mean the same thing
than your focus means today.

You remember some words from you
And then..
You wonder how many people have ever heard the sames one
In which situations, with which ton..
And which changes have caused these words
Different dictionaries.

When a music, a word, or even a film
a picture, an engine or even a tragedie
reminds you souvenirs. reminds you why you live.

Keep your eyes closed
And imagine..
Imagine what would be the world without them
without all these unmeaning things that lead you
somewhere new...
Keep your heart beating
And imagine
Imagine what would be the world today without them
or even without you.
Imagine if your focus would mean the same thing
than your focus means today.

Gotta go somewhere new
To meet new faces
to discover new places
Gotta go somewhere blue
to jump all arround the places
and meet all diferent faces
To come back to life all my memories
And bear in my life brand new souvenirs.

Keep your eyes closed
And imagine..
Imagine what would be the world without them
without all these unmeaning things that lead you
somewhere new...
Keep your heart beating
And imagine
Imagine what would be the world today without them
or even without you.
Imagine if your focus would mean the same thing
than your focus means today.

To come back to life all my memories
And bear in my life brand new souvenirs.

A dirty rumors about a (not that) pure body to make grimp your sex appeal, how do yo feel ? how do you feel ?

2008-05-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

Sincerely, what do you think of me ?
Is that reality
cause i don't seem the same
Seriously, what's happening to me ?
I hate your reality
I'm not the one to blame

Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
You're a king in my head
Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
A jewel crown for your head

They hide themselves, behind some arrogance
and some indiference
But They just want a romance
Even if ,they don't stop at exits
They just want to exist
But they don't flee the danger

Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
You're a king in my head
Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
A jewel crown for your head

to sqander, all our free time to dream
Dreaming of what could be happening
If we had change this world
I wonder, if that'd be happening
Out the naivety
to realize our words

Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
You're a king in my head
Pinch my heart, egest its pain
Bring it life
A jewel crown for your head

Sincerely, what do you think of me ?
Is that reality
cause i don't seem the same
Seriously, what's happening to me ?
I hate your reality
I'm not the one to blame

Inspiration in my dreams and listening to your words in my ears. No I won't change my place cause i'm proud of me.

2008-05-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Let this record play
They gotta go but it sn't up to them
They try to think they will be able to leave me
But hey guys realize! This is a new record for me.

It's time to wake up !
To do it fast
It's time to break up !
Yes, it's as fact

And i won't change my minds : cause they don't know me
And i won't turn this page : they'll do it for me

Hey guys! Let this record play
they gotta go but it isn't up to them
They try to think they will be bale to leave me
But hey guys realize! this is a new record for me.

It's time to get up !
with a great sound
It's time to speak up !
strongly and loud

Hey guys! Let this record play
They gotta go but it isn't up to them
They try o think they will be able to leave me
But hey guys realize! This is a new record for me.

No i won't cry for them : cause they don't touh me
No i won't run away : they'll do tis for me

Hey guys! let this record play
They gotta go but it isn't up to them
They try to think they'll be able to leave me
But hey guys realize! This is a new record for me.

Oh Mr.Liar lives for my naivety but he's the one to blame. Oh Mr.Liar lives for a tragedy and that's my surprising game.

2008-05-10T18:44:00.000-07:00

I just want a Café and sell caféine to anybody
to keep them awake to let them seeing my smile
Some people want an empire and sell cocaine
to feel strong and addicted, they are blamed
so blamed. -sad

An addiction its a decision
but i didnt expect to see you
my eyes are watching
but i don't see : my opinion is blind
So sad -im blamed

we are the covers of some hearts and musics
the covers of some stories,
of some lives that used to live
We are the reason of nothing
We are just staring our destiny -
staring love, succes and money
so after all we are just the covers of a form of the misery

attention, even if its with silly actions
all attention we give and get its in our mission
not randomly : its destiny.

I just want a romance and giving my love to a perfect body
So keep it alive with my words and my smile
Some people want a sex tape as an hottie game
to feel attracted by desire they are blamed
so blamed -sad

An addiction its a decision
but i didnt expect to see you
my eyes are watchin g
but i don't see : my opinion is blind
So sad -im blamed

we are the covers of some hearts and musics
the covers of some stories,
of some lives that used to live
We are the reason of nothing
We are just staring our destiny -
staring love, succes and money
so after all we are just the covers of a form of the misery

catch me in your world, im just your own character but your minds are just living for me. so catch me.

2008-05-09T16:39:00.000-07:00

We're all the paranoids
We're the reason of this war in our head
We can't change seasons, but seasons can change us
We just want to know The Reason, but The Reason doesn't know us

Black or White, Fake or True
Not any middle visible
But the nuances are desirable
So true.

We're all so miserable
Liing behind our own words
Hiding behind the decor of our own world
We're all our own prison, bu The Prison isn't us

Sometimes we try : but almost of the time we admire them surviving
Sometime we want : but always we look at them dealing

Black or White, Fake or True
Not any middle visible
But the nuances are desirable
So true

Sometimes we try : but almost of the time we admire them surviving
Sometime we want : but always we look at them dealing

We can't change who we are, but only who we seem to be
the pity face in the mirror, the disguise of the fatality

Black or White, Fake or True
Not any middle visible
But the nuances are desirable
So true

whoah i just wrote this during less than 3min and i wasnt even awake. i should probably be sorry but i am not : excuses exhaust me.

2008-04-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep i think too much
i can't breath but im trying so hard
I just want you to think of me
sometimes

but i will move and love
I will catch the sun
I will be a crazy girl

but i just want you to

Tell me im beautiful and wonderful even if it's a lie
Tell me you'll always be there for me even if it's a lie
Tell me all what i want to hear it's a necessity
Tell the world you are mine even if it's a lie
Tell the world you are proud of me even if you lie
Tell the world foolish lies, stupidities i want to hear

I could love your words but now
i could be your dirty desire
Now im juts myself : im proud
everytime

But i will change and love
I won't ignore
i'll be a crazy girl

But i just want you to..

Tell me i am beautiful and wonderful even if it's a lie
Tell me you'll always be there for me even if it's a lie
Tell me all what i want to hear it's a necessity
Tell the world you are mine even if it's a lie
Tell the world you are proud of me even if you lie
Tell the world foolish lies, some stupidities i want to hear

You'll give a damn about it
im sure cause you will

Tell me i am beautiful and wonderful even if it's a lie
Tell me you'll always be there for me even if it's a lie
Tell me all what i want to hear it's a necessity
Tell the world you are mine even if it's a lie
Tell the world you are proud of me even if you lie
Tell the world foolish lies, some stupidities i want to hear

Then Deborah, one of my friends sang the chorus, i totally love how it sounds, check it and tell ;)

love.

Being drunk is a pride or a shame for some people i see it like a game. Like the game of love.

2008-04-20T13:21:00.000-07:00

I read news telling i was with you
They know our feelings now im so with you
it's offiicial
I want everyone to know how much i love you
You deserve it I feel so good with you
it'll be official

Tongue in the mouth, kiss in the neck
When i smelll your perfume there's a stomac ache
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's only Love
A stupid smile and not any lies
We can pour champagne we're at the same side
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's our own Love

When the rain is falling i just wait for
I just wait for you to warm me
When my tears are being i just wait for
I just wait for you to comfort me
Today I am happy and ill be happier tomorow
Cause my life is with you : we have a Cupid's arrow

I always feel asleep in a safe place
In your arms your bed is our best case
wherever i go you are with me
Even if you're alone your minds are for me

Tongue in the mouth, kiss in the neck
When i smelll your perfume there's a stomac ache
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's only Love
A stupid smile and not any lies
We can pour champagne we're at the same side
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's our own Love

You play guitar i am next to you in the dark
Writting in a book, and guessing how you look
I am the words you the melody
we're so complete we're our own music
it's a sound called Love

Tongue in the mouth, kiss in the neck
When i smelll your perfume there's a stomac ache
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's only Love
A stupid smile and not any lies
We can pour champagne we're at the same side
I just call it Love, it must be Love and i call it Love
Cause it's our own Love

It is a delirious way to ask 'what & why'. It is a genius way to kiss you.

2008-04-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

That's what you mean, that's what they mean baby
just let me see, let me be in the move today
That's what you tell, that's what they tell crazy
just let me hear, let me know what is okay

I am a puppet in your dreams
I am it at the reality
weather is changing but your minds aren't
you let me fall apart

I want answers...

ridiculously i could believe you
curiously i could like you
but hey look at me times have changed
and i am not the naive one that you used to care

That's what you mean, that's what they mean baby
just let me see, let me be in the move today
That's what you tell, that's what they tell crazy
just let me hear, let me know what is okay

I can use all my malice : you won't act
I am magic : you haven't even realized yet
I'll make appear answers i want from your mouth

I want answers...

That's what you mean, that's what they mean baby
just let me see, let me be in the move today
That's what you tell, that's what they tell crazy
just let me hear, let me know what is okay

noo, drop me a note
but a good note cause i want the best score
noo, i dont trust you
i dont believe in all the words you say to me
I aim for your real answers

That's what you mean, that's what they mean baby
just let me see, let me be in the move today
That's what you tell, that's what they tell crazy
just let me hear, let me know what is okay

Don't worry, Be happy. =)

2008-03-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

Before the night, before the day
A fantastic dream is there
I fly, you fly, we are so we fly

A charming face with an ugly smile
Please darling read my diary
I try, you try, we are so we try

Words I like, words i dislike
Are shaping over us
I cry, you cry, we are so we cry

Daylight featuring Nightlight
Don't care...
We are just what you deserve
A light in the middle of summer.

Good people or bad people
A fake in a bad place
I lie, you lie we are so we lie

A melodie, a symphony
A sound and a music
I'm shy, you're shy we're so fucking shy

Daylight featuring Nightlight
Don't care...
We are just what you deserve
A light in the middle of summer.

There is no city in Hell
But only our dirty mistakes
there is no hate in Paradise
But still our favourite smile

Daylight featuring Nightlight
Don't care...
We are just what you deserve
A light in the middle of summer.

We're good people
Our heart bless your heart
Our pen bless your soul
'Cause we're just very good people

mean girls make you feel alright so enjoy me like a grace. You can't bear any mirrors so hate me like your reflect.

2008-03-22T18:04:00.000-07:00

I'm trying not to fall
But the relapse is my friend
'Oh, Mr.WonderfulRelapse
I'm sorry to disturb you,
but please dont give me your hand...'

i throw the misery in your ocean
my pain is your worst shame
i know the conductor of this reason
Your love is my worst shame

The clock is dead, the trouble is there
it's probably laughing at our face
it used to be grace

I wont give you advices
I wouldnt dare to make you feel alright
I will lend you my sunglasses
I wouldnt dare to let you in the dark...

But im not standing arround
"i only put the hooks where it hurts the most"*
i will leave you alone
But be careful i see lots of ghosts...

I wont give you advices
I wouldnt dare to make you feel alright...

'Oh, Mr.WonderfulRelapse please give him your hands
he doesnt know how to be polite, his pills aren't shared...'
So wake up! the Relapse is there!
So get up Your rehab can't wait..

I will lend you my sunglasses
I wouldnt dare to let you in the dark...

*'put the hook where it hurts most' a line from Jersey.
Jersey is a song of Mayday Parade.
Go there.

A Princess was looking for a Prince. She was assassinted by a kiss from Him. That's what inspired all serial killers.

2008-03-22T17:37:00.000-07:00

I want to describe you
but you see no aim
I dont want to share you
shame is worse than fame

I sometimes want to steal you
but im always ready to love you

So i'll make a pedestal : you'll be into
If i could change your life : i'd be into
but you always make me smile that's what you do
We are set in the best place so we do

We're not in a fairy tale but just in our world
Im sure you have an idea
I trust you whatever you do
So get up, our world is calling us

I dont have to douse the light to see you where i want
even in the dark, my heart loves you in the best form

So i'll make a pedestal : you'll be into
If i could change your life : i'd be into
but you always make me smile that's what you do
We are set in the best place so we do

It's like a song always chiming
like a party always moving
but im ready to love you
i dont have to steal you

So i'll make a pedestal : you'll be into
If i could change your life : i'd be into
but you always make me smile that's what you do
We are set in the best place so we do

Ive got to joing you in your bed but i don't have any map. Knowledge is less much exciting than the mess in our heads...

2008-02-09T07:32:00.000-08:00

People never really know what they want
But i really know how much i just want you and noone else..

if a girl is screaming late on a street :
She's probably crying by your fault
If this girl is crying alone in her bedroom floor :
You are definitevely the reason of her pain

You can tell "I love you." to anybody
Without the knowmedge of the weight of this sentence
But when 'Anybody' is telling you 'I need you.'
An "I love you." isn't there, not even a fake...

What a shame for people who used to believe in you
They were seeing something not that bad in your soul
But you killed it with all your (fake) actions/words !

Your road leads up to my favourite part of the game
The danger is living there
A leaf is being written about us..

It's like the shape of my life
Wich disguise ? Wich disguise ?
This, what i want to wear

It's like the road of my life
Wich town ? Wich street ?
There, where i want to be

You'll pick me up in Paris
And you will make the visit of your bed/head in New York City
Oh no baby, please stop crying
I won't leave you alone, your world is big enough for two..

Come on, I need you !

A word from you to make my minds shine
A sentence from you to make my mouth smile
A point from you to delete what they can lie
Just a moment with you to make me live my life...

iloveyouorjusthateyou

lisa

We know that we aren't good but we only want a mask to hide what we want...

2008-02-09T06:38:00.000-08:00

A cell lost in the middle of a prison filled with your mistakes
Prison get used to your faults as hospital get used to your face
You are their best subscriber, their endless character
Shame on you! Don't see it like a game but rather like a mistakes party

When will you stop your errors ?
You triggered an alarm system in their heads
LOUD ! LOUD ! LOUD !
When will you be able to see you in a mirror ?!
You have to act, to act for a better flavor
LOUDER ! LOUDER ! LOUDER !

I've got to say : Poor (wo)Man !

Your blood isn't even healthy
You mistakes could have something sweet (in your point of view, in your point of view...)
Don't take this like an other repimant
These words are just chiming like/instead of a waited cure...

Throw what everything around you needs it
Some hard efforts, and the solution, that's it
LEAD ! LEAD ! LEAD !
Take pills to wake up instead of pills to sleep
And you'll become their example, yeah they will see you like a
LEADER ! LEADER ! LEADER ! (of your (ex)misery...)

They just want you in their weddings...

You, spreading what it sticks on your face
Is what everybody want to see
You, changing it by a better expression
is the revolution They aim to see

They just want you in their weddings
Do the best actions to hear a "Congratulations ! "
Even if You probably don't, They deserve it
And you know tis better than us, yes you know it

You have some changes to : BRING ! BRING ! BRING !

It's not to late yet,
The alarm system can stop ringing...

ACT ! LEAD ! BRING !

Don't forget that they don't want to go to your funeral
But you to go on their engagment parties...

Worse than a walk alone at midnight in Whore Street, you wrote me a letter with your better shits

2008-02-09T05:50:00.000-08:00

I am not seeker after gold or silver
I only want you in my searches
It's much better than a diamond crown
Whatever you do :You will be mine
I inform you of something : " It's time to love ! "
to love together...

You can't scratch our page
It seems blank, but after reflexion
You can admit that even if you turn it
Our Story continues
Continues to beat with our heart together

Love can't be real if it's not in our world
Its definition seems better when we're together

I don't want such a melody
Just the sweetest sound wich will groove our body
After our ceremony
I can guess your words on your mouth (loud)
We're in the happyness : i can't see misery

Before closing the ceremony a question is chiming
" What would you if i was crying on the bathroom floor with your heart like the reason of my tears ? "
Answer ? Answer ?
Is the wedding canceled ? Is our happyness over ?

I will wait for you at the church
I'm beating in your heart
WAKE UP !!
Our wedding is calling us ! (our fucking wedding is calling us...)
My finger orders the Ring of Love
My finger orders it as musch as it deserves it (but you maybe don't deserve my love...)

I don't want such a melody
Just the sweetest sound wich will groove our body
After our ceremony
I can guess your words on your mouth (loud)
We're in the happyness : i can't see misery

Ring of Love, Pills of desesperation
Wedding music, Tears of attention
Ring of love, Pills of desesperation
Wedding music, Tears of attention....

'What a wonderful Drama!' : this is the lesson that everybody will retain
Addicted to drama! Addicted to drama ! (you can even see it on a pretty message board...)

I didn't want such a melody
Just the sweetest sound which would groove our body
After our ceremony
I can guess your words on your mouth (loud)
We were in happyness : Now i can only see misery...

Addiction of drama ! Addicion of drama !
As dramatic as we were meant to be...

MUST BE TRUE ! Or less fake than you already are...

2008-02-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

You should try to understand that you arent a dream coming true
but just a part of something fake
A game/shame,
that's what you aim for
i think you MUST BE what i am not !

Just a little more speach for a better hot dream
words on keyboard aren't allowed to mean what i'm feeling
You aren't on a pedestal, just on a full stage
The stage fulled by your misery
Yes, you know that Love only love us in the form of the misery
You know it, and you play with it

You get used to be seen like an example to follow
But you know that this disguise is far away from you
taking pills on a bathroom floor is the way that people would live
if they followed your road

A mask for an entertainment
A disguise for fashion looks
A micro and a guitar to make people dance
And your favourite pills to survive

You should try to understand that you arent a dream coming true
but just a part of something fake
A game/shame,
that's what you aim for
i think you MUST BE what i am not !

People dont want to guess you but touch you
You want true life in hollywood hills
healthy attention better competition
First, you should try to stop your addiction

A travel for our mouth
A trip for our minds
Your fellings are mine
Check it in my gossip disguise
thanks to my mask : now you're all mine

You should try to understand that you arent a dream coming true but just a part of something fake A game/shame, that's what you aim for i think you MUST BE what i am not !

What a Clumsy boy! He forgot to never tell a girl that her friend is better than her...!

2008-01-26T11:12:00.000-08:00

To not feel goof next to superficial beauties isnt a reason to stay there without doing anything
If this boy have to be your thus you have to turn arround him and catch him by every ways
Everything is about rivality in a superficial dimension

Its about strass and glam
Not about science effect or even better reflect
All about mouth and tongue before words, heart and head

Oh Mr.Beauty! come on and you will see.
All mistakes you can do : I Agree !

Rivality is just a part of the conception of your pain
you can even make a smile your blood is hot in your veins
some sentences (un)said classified like assasane
make your heart beat for an other guy : it would be a wonderful grace

Actions are the same
You want to be his addiction
You want him for foolish reasons
PATHETIC how you tell your mission
But you arent the girl in his eyesight, so there's no solutions

Oh Mr.Beauty! come on and you will see.
All mistakes you can do : I Agree !

I want to be the cocaine on your veins and the adrenalin in your head
like your superficial ambition ill become your first mission : what a great decision!
Its better to guess this like his futur vision than crying for the worst solution of this tention

Find an other one
Pick up one in your car
he will want to have your babies
Oh sweet, one more tragedy !

That's the reason why :
Keep in hope the sensation of a new romance
your last wish won't be able to stop your breathe..

I don't like what you say to me

2008-01-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

Wow, that always seems so far from now when we look torward some perfect moments
Talking with people on AIM or MSN isnt intersting anymore compared to a word from him
But after all this 'him' wont get any sense anymore after an other Him, and after an other and an other again

You want an everything as an everythings wants wings
You need this solution as Cupid needs an excellent vision
But after all you need impossiblities to find a fucking perfection

As long as the hearth will turn around the sun
My fingers will tape about you
As longs as my tears wont be deleted of my face
My heart wont beat anymore for you

Wow, that always seems so unbelivable from the reality how tragedies and fatalities bought our misery in their stories.
So unmeaning as everytime that they drew our ways in their road to bring us the worst melody, What a bitersweet symphony sounds for you like a musical gift from Hell in Your head

But we all have our meaning sound resounding in our head
It's scripted as a movie script : after all Rose had to survive and Jack had to dead
After all you still have lot of things to provide and we have everything in hands to deal

Poetry cant be poetry by my hands
Love cant be born as Love for my heart (to your heart)

I shall thank anybody whom's dreaming of me at night : i will just adviser you to not do it anymore
Im better to become dream in nightmares that to make of your nighmares a wonderfull dream
I stay the best person to put mess in your minds,
Im not a personal educator you can check it in my eyes.

If i had a band? "OH My Lord!" would be its name. If i shared my bed ? Don't dream you wouldnt get any place.

2008-01-19T15:34:00.000-08:00

This is a new year
so you gotta do a new chorus for my tongue
my lips get bored by your bridge
this is a new year for me

if you arent in the road to follow your decisions
your life will still be fulled by shitty actions
If you want to find a solution
just look at the botom of his eyes : you'll see a revolution

As we're made to be ridiculous in wagoon made to pick us up in Hell
Yes you know what i mean, you're living for it
As you're made to forget the tears in a dimension made to write the lines
Yes you know what i mean, you're only living it

the color of the sky depends of your mood
tell me why we only see grey : it doesnt coincide with your smile
you cant stop lying to us as long as you wont stop lying to yourself
We dont aim for grey and lies

i could see the bravery in your eyes and your body showing me all the spine
but i cant see anything : why did the windows stay closed ?
I've got the key of your door, but the light isnt there
And our wonderful sky remains grey

Woah i gotta live of this freaky world
Woah i gotta make new friends and jump into the Best wagoon
I chose the most appropriate Djs, its not conventional
We will be dancing and drinking all night long
Drinking as a drinker can, yes drinking to forget that our sky is grey

If you dont want a bad place in my minds : change the mentalities
Create them a definitive smile
If you want a such place in my heart : make the back of the blue in our reality
Now i can see you smile..

It's better to see it than guessing it
We cant guess any death : you know how we live in the naivety...

we can draw a smile in every faces, we're all magicians in/of your imagination.

2007-12-30T14:59:00.000-08:00

every things are runing around the same thing
not even an evolution, you cant find it
you need a genius fulfilling all your whishes
but you're just a character
nothing more, nothing less

Exhausted by your impracticable dream
You're aiming for your nightmare
yes, you know that a nightmares can only be improved
and dreams only spring of disappointment

I'd like to say believe in it
but your mouth said :
"Nightmares are better than dreams"
And contradiction isn't the best solution

The curtain is raised.
The theater begins.
This act is only beginning :
thus come to taste this new romance

The doubts settled in heads
by your words and/or your own actions
makes your life
The stinginess is not your qualifier (any more)
The stinginess is your way of life.

You adorn the truth with lies
This is not a revelation just one of your addictions
But you forget to be a puppet in this entertainment
These hands are only driving a disarmed pawn
Don't forget that in this life : The control is always in the highest

The show finished, you return to the wall cupboard
The lights are switched off and the glitter/strass disappear
Your confusion feels the effects
You become again the one that you were before :
a normal person without glory nor silver :
The one that you hate so much.

Hurry up! Dear marionette
Popcorn needs to be cleaned :
BACK TO THE REALITY !

i will show you my love as i was showing you the steps of my private dance of the death last night

2007-11-23T04:53:00.000-08:00

just because your envy flown
and your malice were growing up
you had spread this "WANTED" paper
and throwing you up in the movie of the misery

accustomed condemns you to lead
this infamous anti-hero
who springs and explodes
no mercy for this role
these daggers in those hearts can testify
by their eternal souls

You should learn of the mistakes of people around you
the solution isn't in the action
but only by the reflexion and the talk
you don't have anybody with talking now
excepted the inanimate bodys laid next to you
what a dramatic revelation!
i will pull for you this trigger
you won't heard any "BANG!"

Merging the regrets in your head
And the future vanishes gradually
Nothing has used this straitjacket
Your wait is not more than a greeting

Love isn't made to be taught
people aren't born to cried and to died by your own voice
Love won't be able to live on their heart any more
your voice is killing your own dramatic life

You should learn of the mistakes of people around you
the solution isn't in the action
but only by the reflexion and the talk
you don't have anybody with talking now
excepted the inanimate bodys laid next to you
what a dramatic revelation!
i will pull for you this trigger
you won't heard any "BANG!"

now you know thet your role is so real
no future for your body
you just have to hope that
your soul will survive in this eternity

You should learn of the mistakes of people around you
the solution isn't in the action
but only by the reflexion and the talk
you don't have anybody with talking now
excepted the inanimate bodys laid next to you
what a dramatic revelation!
i will pull for you this trigger
you won't heard any "BANG!"

My destiny is here and here i'm with you... My memories are making and you are into...

2007-11-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

sorry for this, but im not in the good mood for writing not so bad things :

There aren't millions (of) boys who think like you
you are an exception and that's the cause "i want you"
darling give me just one chance and i'll show you my dance
come on jumping in my sphere and exploring my head
this will be my only test

give an honey look
writte for me in your book
oh baby, i read you diary and i'm crazy about it
just shut up and listen to me
you're going to enter on my game
this is your only fucking chance

How can i explain? How can I explain this?

just stop the time for this hard party
show me all your spine
i'll give you some advices
just break the clock,
don't let your concentration go away
there's no notion of the time for this pretty crash party ( yeah)

Don't say "im gonna think about it"
there's no way if you play in this game
don't forget the real reason i love it
it's only because there are my rules and my game

How can I explain? how can I explain this?

just stop the time for this hard party
show me all your spine
i'll give you some advices
just break the clock,
don't let your concentration go away
there's no notion of the time for this pretty crash party

you're in the road of the dangerous game
just for you "good luck!"
and be not allowed to hypnotize
my heart needs your heart now
i need your body next to mine
the pressure is in your veins now
don't forget : the party's mine

just stop the time for this hard party
show me all your spine
i'll give you some advices
just break the clock,
don't let your concentration go away
there's no notion of the time for this pretty crash party

you get dice and counters in hand now
do not disappoint my lips because my lips wait only for yours

Okay, I know this is the worst ever of the world
I know, and i'm sorry for this
i've never pretended to be talneted for writting, never...
sorry for this, but my inspirations get away
i'll catch it and write on it after ;)

Don't bury me : our wedding is waiting for us. What are you waiting fo carying me?! Our end is just in front of us

2007-10-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

I'm lost in your world
being made to repear my mistakes and forget yours
I'm lost in your thoughts
and i'll be there to kill everything i'll have to
being the Killer of your bad/good errors
that's what I'm aimed to be

So Shout and Scream
Cry and Cry again

Go outside your head
to kill the ghosts
they're haunting you
like you're haunting all my worst dreams
that become my wonderful nightmares
I'm one of the ghost in your head

So Shout and Scream
Cry and Cry again

Don't loose my heart, no don't loose it
even if i'm dead, my heart is still beating
Catch my soul with your tongue
never forget that a ghost has got a soul after the death...

So Shout and Scream
Cry and Cry again

you know i'm okay for this

Shout and Scream
Cry and Cry angain
give me a sense not to be
the bad Cupids in your head...

Keep your eyes closed
But your mouth still opened
I got the gune for ending this "love machine"
i"ll find the keys of my fucking paradise
I shall follow my road thanks to this gun

So Shout and Scream
Cry and Cry again
Your tears are now...
My favourite game.

uhm you should know that i am not in depression Xd,

i guess that sometimes my pen writes what my mouth can't scream or say...

but really, don't think that i am in depression or something like that...,

i was even smiliing when i've been writting that.....

Is it a dramatic look or a romantic option?

2007-09-30T04:10:00.000-07:00

I have to be a "party girl" for being your
just a fucking option!
i don't have to feel miserable in front of you
Just a romantic action!

*Dance my body
Sing my heart
Rock my soul
and i'll be getting your
check the dancefloor
don't tell me tragedies
wake up my minds
You'll be getting mine *

*Just the weapon in your head
And the tears in your skin
Your tears are red
Your tears are bleeding
You make a smile
it's a beautiful smile
oh yes, it is
your eyes are crying again
your eyes are crying blood
your smile is liing whereas your eyes aren't
you're eyes can't lie to me
and the blood can try,
but the blood can't resist to give the truth
I'm as a truth taker as your killer tears
by the way of this worst love
and the better "Lover" *

*My soul is subordinated by yours
By myself and by this way
i'll make a new reign
i'll be the queen
and you'll be the king(s)
i'll be the queen but not the princess anymore
the princess get away and when she was back
The "princess" was the Queen
The princess lost her way
but The Queen made her way(s) *

I have to be a "party girl" for being your
just a fucking option!
i don't have to feel miserable in front of you
Just a romantic action!

One more confession by my hands, by my heart but not by my voice

2007-08-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

the sun gone, you bring me a lot
the heart opened, you tell me “I love you”
but I just want to tell you that the sun never went for me
And my heart's always closed

The sun gone, you tried to bring me a lot
The heart opened, you told me “I love you’
But the sun never went for me, and my heart is always closed

This is a fatality!
Just don’t deserve
Just don’t blame
Just catch this hand, and put it in your body
Feeling your heart beating
Feeling the pressure growing
Feeling your skin
And imagining your thoughts
Take my hands and go away
Put me in your paradise
Put the stars in my eyes
And give me some butterflies in my stomach
Don’t let me go away from you
Just go away with you
Let me guess I’m dreaming
Help me to breathe my life
Bring me lots of things
yes, you know I need it
Just go away
From this stupidity
From this fucking fatality

Come on, for the last dance... Put your body to the dancefloor and your soul with the very hot DJ

2007-08-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

Please don't get out of my face
Please just give me one more chance
Baby just come on and dance
Dance under this starry sky
That you'll put in my eyes
Baby give me just one last chance
My last chance

Give me a reason to blame you
Because the words aren't enough
Give me a reason to go away from you
Because the only place where I'll go is with you

Even a bullet in my heart
Even a bullet in my head
Even the words about you that all people say
Won't be able to change our wonderful love
The only one who can is you
Are you going to be so selfish for ending this reign?!
It was a wonderful reign

I was your ring, I was your queen
I was the tears and the blood
In the only life you got by yourself
I was...
But what am I now?
Don't know because without you the blood and the tears can't stop to run in streams

It was a beautiful place
It was a beautiful love
It was a beautiful reign
It was a fucking wonderful pressure

I gave to you my lasts minds
I gave to you my lasts thoughts
I gave to you my lasts words
I gave to you my last hope
I gave to you the key of the end of our reign
Can you give me just on last chance?

I don't want any empire
I don't want you mine
I just want to be still a part of you
Just be your for the very last time (maybe)

Give me a reason to blame you
Becsause the words aren't enough
Give me a reason to go away from you
Because the only place where I'll go is with you

A life without sex, drugs and alcohol? That would make me wonder if you have ever existed

2007-08-25T15:57:00.000-07:00

There's a fact
No fact you did
But without fact
My life would be dead

Just go away right now
But not away from me
Just away with me

But now the eternity won't change
The futur wins the past
And our eyes loose their ways
Now you can drop yourself (and just by yourself)

The windows stay closed
But my heart still opened
In the light where we are
The dark our enemies

Don't draw me in your fall
Your descent isn't for me

There's a fact
The fact of our life you did
Just one thing in this fucking emergency
And even the stars in the sky
won't be able to change this amazing thing

The music of our world is beautiful
yes, our music is wonderful
Our music found Itself
And us,
We just found ourselves

So just don't go back to the start
The beginning let to want it
So just don't go back to our start
The futur is waiting for us
And we didn't find it
Yet